<3 <3@~~ i'll take my chances, and let truth and time tells all ~~@<3 <3

Sunday, January 04, 2009

i blog. now why dont u?? { written on 1/04/2009 08:35:00 PM

gosh! poor blog. totally ignored by the owner.
i have a lot to share throughout the time when im not blogging.
i just couldnt find the time. excuses are lame as hell.. but it re-aal.

i couldnt stop listening to Taylor Swift- Love Story. That song makes me happy everytime i hear em. hehe..

here's th lyrics..

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

and um, my sister found her performance in utube.
i absolutely lovesit!

th dress changing is cute... i think..

how about a dose of real life update, now? hehe

a lot happened in december 2008. sheeshh...
to recall a few..

1) my job at the firm, i like it. i feel like a real worker there. well, arguments aside, i am a real worker, no? hehe. they treated me good. well, January will b my last month of working there... wanna go back for part-time, but i think my school schedule might get in th way..

2) like i said in my previous post, i was incharge of the a/cs of a VVIP. at 1st i x think i liked it there. the more i get to know them, i kinda like them. they treated me well as well. oh2, last week, i got a new year gift(?) weird gift but im thankful. i think im gonna miss going to that house every friday.

3) my family came to kl for a visit.. u know how it is when the whole family get together.. chaos! haha.. well, that's an overstatement, but not far, i x think.
jugling work and family time... whoa.. i kinda get the idea of the hectic lifes of people living in the city. because u see, usually, my energy will be so low and flat at the ened of my working day, but i still have to accompany sis and mom shopping. well, atleast shopping is fun... so i can lighten up a bit.

4) Oh2, i went to Penang. We stayed overnight there. Penang was really fun. I ATE A LOT. Nasi Kandar was awesome. oh2, btw, not far from our hotel, there's this famous Nasi Kandar Place.. u see, when i say, famous, i mean, people lining up from the restaurant up to the road, kinda famous. things people do, fo that Nasi Kandar.

other than food, we went to a lot of places... my dad just got this new GPS- satellite thing. it's kinda helpful with the route in Penang.. especially to go to a lot of places of interest. we were driving like a local. kinda cool. the scene of my dad talking to the GPS thing, whom i named "Rosemary" (lol) was kinda hilarious. Rosemary sumtimes sounds very angry went we x follow her instruction. "You Are Going The Wrong Way" and "Please Reduce Your Speed"

i plan to put up some pictures... but my brother took the camera back to Kuching w/out copying the pictures in my laptop, whichhe promised to to after playing RO.. errgh!

5) I put on weight again. SHIIT!! (gee, i x know why, OD of Nasi Kandar perhaps?) okay, plan for 2009... lose some weight la.

playing in my head~

school starts soon. i x know if i still have the same drive to do all the studying again. i surely hope so. im taking 5 subjects.. what was i thinking? oh2, i had a plan.. and im still in the freaking plan. (it's ok to ignore this part)

i better start finding the notes to the subject tht i ws abt to take, no? it's the only thing tht can calm me down.

i thought i had a lot of idea... but this is not so much? ah, later~

Monday, November 24, 2008

here's the thing about avoiding real life drama... { written on 11/24/2008 10:37:00 PM

here's the thing about avoiding real life drama,
u usually ended up being fake. im not kidding.

some people u know, they make mistake, and the next day, they come up to u, acting like nothing wrong, nothing happened.
so, u being i-x-want-no-drama... u play along.

so, the day after, they messed up again, buat2 x tau again (i effin hate ignorant),
and again, u x want no drama, u play along...

the thing is, u'll eventually get tired of playing along. u'll feel like the person really need a wake up call. it's not even funny anymore.
it feels like, telling the person off....
oh2 wait2...

U X WANT NO DRAMA

get it? it's really tiring. esp for those who has a big ego (like moi), getting in a crisis, is the last thing u want. it's actually really2 bad for health.
so what shud we do abt this? x play along? shut it? erghhh...

OTHER THAN THAT...

real life update!~

this month was supposed to be the last month id be on my practical training, but my supervisor, offered me an offer i x think i could resist.
for sure, i will be missing out on my holidays...

but who needs 2 effin months of holiday, when u can get an effin good pay to work. and to work on sumthing u know already about.
meaning, the normal things tht u know how to, and be paid MOAR~~ double to be exact.

rather than sit home and get fatter, better work and make money no?
still young what...

plus, my whole family gonna get here in KL soon, so, if me cuti blk kuching, no point oso? kinda wasting...
why waste, when u can gain more?? LOL.
aaaa, i think im growing up so fast... it's okay.

oh, im gonna continue working there w/out udi and meera.
they both got other issue...
well, i mean, i think im ready to be independent, si? LOL
with the seniors there i think, i'll be fine. and they're all friendly people.
Chill la..

oh whatelse, oh yeah, im going back to Kuching for raya haji...
so hope can catch up with the bunch.
i msged Arya today,
"are u cmg back for raya haji?"

reply:
"X"

my reply:
"thts lame"

lol.

whatev.

i think, i pretty much get sum imprtant things off my chest...
kelak lah agik..
bye2...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Seducing Mr. Perfect. { written on 11/23/2008 02:14:00 PM

how do u do it?

Monday, November 03, 2008

no title { written on 11/03/2008 09:57:00 PM

normally people blog when they have lotsa2 idea. da ne?
let's change it up a bit.
i really have none. no idea what to write whatsoever.
how wud that go eh?

anyway, playlist time!

segment : SyaSya does playlist!~~~ LOL
(o, btw the songs are in no random order. favouritism alert!)

1) Fatal Flaw - South Jordan
2) Miss Independent - Ne-yo
3) Just Stand Up - Various Artist
4) If i Were a Boy - Beyonce'
5) Live your life - T.I feat Rihanna
6) Womanizer - Britney Spears
7) Lady Gaga - Just Dance
8) Lucky - Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat
9) I Hate This Part - PCD
10) You're not Sorry - Taylor Swift

quite a playlist i think. kinda random. but anywhoo.

a lot happened this past few days. it's the kinda incidents tht i think people wud talk about in their blog. telling it here means i have to recall the whole thing once more time. yeah, definitely not gonna do that. it's not exactly parallel with the whole im-trying-to-get-over-it, kinda thing. knw wht i mean?
well, anyway..

At work today...

the a/c department got a new staff 2day. a lady staff. younger than me. but, anyway. so apparently, im incharge of teaching her the A-to-Z about a/cs.
early in the Morning the Supavisor call me up, and introduce me to her. and a favor asked by my supavisor so that i bring her around the whole building and introduce her to everyone..
did i tell u im bad with names?
i remember faces. bad with names.
so there i was, trying to remember everyone's name and introduce them to her. luckily some of the staff is still nt in yet. so it's LUCKY ME!
so, Okay! done with that. now come the susah part. teaching!
last week, i was told by a friend that im a garang teacher. so, the whole time the thought that im a garang teacher lingers in my head. darn u Meera!

so, here's a situation,
there's me, trying my best crunching whatever ilmu in my head teaching this gal all about UBS-software and double entry and trying to be nice and not garang.

and there's her.

to cut it short, the nice and not garang teaching method seems to just slow me down, if anything.
need to think of the right word to use. need to be aware of my facial expression. need to be careful not to misled her to think that i x want to teach. and all of that, PLUS, i need to think on the spot all the time.*of coz cannot be blur in front of student. duhh!* and when me being me, im usually need some time to remember how some a/c shud be treated. arghhh.

so, i have a point. i do. i promise. now2, do i?
all my kudos and respect/salute goes to all the teacher in the whole wide world. just know what u are doing is the noblest(?) job ever. and there's a saying, "those who can't do, teach. " i got news for ya, "those who do, was taught!"

Sunday, September 07, 2008

ey people of the earth!~ did u miss me or what? { written on 9/07/2008 12:31:00 PM

i might just skip the whole reasoning out on why the hiatus kinda thing. coz the reasons are always boring anyway.

Ramadhan is here once again. Alhamdulillah.
so everyone is excited to start fasting again, yes? it's fun. what's ur resolution starting this Ramadhan? mine?
tht wud be to try my best to wake up for Subuh prayer is on the top list. kinda random.
gosh, why la susah glak mok bgn suboh?? always qada. not good! ganbatte syasya chan! InsyaAllah.

ok, as we all know, i have been undergoing my industrial training for a good 3 months now, and another 3 months to go. how was it, u ask? so far so good, yes? i really x want to jinx it. hehe.
it's been great. doing ur internship with familiar faces such as 2 of ur closest friends. u cant ask much more better than that.

i must say i learn a lot. i have a great supervisor/mentor, very taughtful to me. i can communicate just about anything to him. and that's really important.
cz i would be the first to tell u, im soo rusty in accounts.
but, that being said, day by day, im getting the hang of it(?) now i actually think it's not really a rocket science. hehe. it's just logic.

just last week, i followed my supervisor/mentor to a VVIP house fr a meeting with the client. it kinda a freaky thing becoz the VVIP is really2 like the VVIP to the country. well, i mean, his father was one of the person who everyone knows responsible for upbringing Msia. it's kinda cool experience.

oh2, my mom's coming down to KL next week, to shop fr Raya. it's going to be fun!~
i think i have to apply for leave lah kot. ah, she just called. brb.

hehe.
erm, arya called the yesterday. seems like him and Rynn been saying me been 'buang batu'. haha. no comment. u can just laugh about it.

speaking of yesterday, i was out with a really old friend frm elementary school? it was fun, but a bit awkward, becoz the last time i saw him, he was shorter than me? but now, well, he grew lah! sungkey together. cool2. ah, we used to play pranks on each other. haha.

ah, im watching the replay telecast of Rafa Vs Murray. the play is suspended, rain
delay. so it will resume 2moro. Rafa down 2 sets. shit!

i think enough of random stuff for this post.

jya, syazita presento deshita. matta ne~

Monday, April 28, 2008

rafa is a helluva cute dork! { written on 4/28/2008 07:37:00 PM

i cant resist sharing this!!! sooo cuuute!

and this too

and the compilation of funny stuff. lol.

MOEEEE~

how appropriate! { written on 4/28/2008 04:42:00 PM

readers, ola!

excuse my previous still-marah-post.
well, i think i get over things easily. as long as there's distraction lah kan.
anything to distract me from thinking about it, i'll be fine.

here's the thing, if u want to lie, lie la betol2, like make sure, u wnt get caught.
im not joking rite now. like, really.
it's really2 stupid to get caught kan? next time, oh no no no. no next time 4 ya. asta la vista baby!

speaking of, i kinda like this song of Rihanna's. well, im not really a fan of hers. but her song, is sooo appropriate to the effin situation. "take a bow"

i sound like such a sore-heartbroken person right now. tapi titak laa. hahaha.

on a lighter note, i just really want to shout this

"RAFA WON IN MONTE CARLO!~~" ...."AGAIN!!! hehe"

wow im sooooo happy. tido while smiling !(rafa must be proud. lol)
OMIGOSH, he defended his title and and and he actually won the doubles with Tommy Robredo!! only a few hours of rest!! get it? like, after winning the final against Roger Federer, he rest jap, and then back to the court again to lawan in doubles. and he obviously, got that one too!
Im sooo proud of him...

LOVE!~~

the fact that there's no live broadcast, me have to depend on live scores on atp website. how sad is that? btw, this is the video of him winning the championship point. so cuuute!

yeahp! he's happy. cant u tell? lol

final exam is in 2-3 weeks. have to study ya? iya donkey! lol. ok dessu!
ijyou, syazita presento deshita! matta ne~

Monday, April 21, 2008

Rant of the day... { written on 4/21/2008 02:18:00 PM

how do you deal with person lying to you straight to your face?

idk, which one annoys me the most.
if it either the fact that, the person is lying or the person actually thinks youre stupid.
but either way, how do you deal with that?
how do you move on while the person who lied to you thinking that they have successfully fooled you?
when u know they have a big gigantic grin inside.
what do you say to that?
it's like a burning sensation everytime you hear their name. a hurting burning sensation.

but you have to be nice. you dont want to be rude. you want to forgive. you want to forget.
but really now, can you? can you really?

it's all coming back to the person that you are. the biggest question remains...

WHAT KIND OF PERSON AM I?

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Randomness at it's best... { written on 4/09/2008 08:50:00 PM

Buenos diás...
ola amigas!

how's life? great?
as for me, me life is being, well it's being "life"
as we all know, life = unfair
so my life = life.
syasya, welcome to life!
(whoa, a genius right here! haha)

i take only 4 subjects. so this sem kinda a relax one (i'd like to think so).
why take so few subjects? idk, maybe i just feel like, i want to enjoy studying like i used to. x want to cram myself up for nothing u know.

other than that, i need to have my CGPA....UP! up high~ haha
so that, it'll take off some the pressure that i might be facing in my final sem..
taking few subjects, means i have to take 5 subjects in my final year. they say it gon be tough... but i have my own view about it. i think? hehe

midterm dramz is over. so the midterm result will prevail(chey!).
i just got 2 out of 4 result.
im trying my best to be happy about it. but i cant. i cant. i cant.
im grateful, regardless.(coz, it's not THAT bad)
but i cant seem to sit down and smile about it. u know this kind of feeling?

final is approaching really fast. i still have 2 more assignments to hand in. hopefully it can be done on time..

study talks are boresome(new word?), no?
ok, it has been decided that im gonna do my internship training
in KL for 6 maybe- good-maybe-not months.
It's an Audit firm in PJ.
Lucky for me i get to do my internship with my Udi and my Meera!! yay!
it's going to be an adventure. haha. i wud say.

u see, as far as internship goes, im sooo willing to learn so much from it.
but one of my concerns is, GETTING UP EARLY EVERY MORNING.
i mean, that's a really2 huge deal.
i am not a morning person.
some morning classes i can deal with, coz i know i get to come home after a few hours and continue sleep.LOL

but office hours is 8.30 to 5.30... ya Allah, give me strength.

i think syasya can do it! insyaAllah!

ah, btw, so on my last day of final exam,22nd of may, mummy and my sister will be flying to kl.
Subsequently, dad and my brother will fly on the 24th.
my bro will be representing Kuching for MSSM bowling.
aah anou baka.
actually, if he wasnt selected, i was the one that suppose to fly back to Kuching.
i effin already bought the tickets.
I miss Kuching...yappari...
but it's okay. as long as my family is near me, i'll be fine. or much2 better than fine. haha.

ah whatelse...

been wanting to talk abt this, always forgot one! hehe
i met my bestfriend Nana!!!! OMG it's been awhile since i've seen her.
the last time we see each other was, i think in school years? yeah THAT long.
meeting her, is like, whoa! i still cant believe i get to meet her. haha.
it's been so long, so usually, people kinda change, no?
OMG she din change one bit! she's still my crazy little girlfriend.
she's still funny + bubbly + never take things seriously
oh how much i missed her.
i visited her at UITM Shah Alam. and we kinda sorta freaked out to see each other. sooo thrilling.

hahaha,
funny thing,
we went to Linda Onn's chicken rice resto,
and the waiter was suuuper cuute.
kinda like all smiles and stuff.
so im all shy la kan...
and then time order,
the waiter asked "nak makan ape?"
nana "nasi ayam and bla and bla"....
me "nasi ayam and bla and bla..."

normal right?
it was then after that, nana blurted out "Linda Oon ade?"
the waiter was like "ahaha, xde kot"

me --> *hides face under table*
and i was sitting there thinking, there goes my chance with him. hahaha.

she's still super the same. that's what i like about her.
i slept at her apartment for 1 night.
the next day,
get to watch movie and a lil bit of shopping.
she berambih at my place.
as expected, a lot of memory talks.

we talked about how i was once
"dituduh menyeludup budak2 asrama dengan meletak kawan2nya kat dalam but kereta pukul 10 malam keluar dari kawasan sekolah"

like seriously??
well, i was the only girl that drove own car to school that time.
so that's why i was the "tertuduh"

hahaha. that was a funny one.

and we talked about how Cikgu Zai always picks on us. coz we never score in his class.

aah i miss her already.
now that i know the route to go to UITM Shah Alam, i'll be her frequent visitor.
haha.

this is too long of a post. Randomness at it's best.

ijyou, syazita presento deshita.

matta ne~

Friday, April 04, 2008

a lot happend this morning { written on 4/04/2008 12:26:00 PM

today i have no class.... so can get the sleepy beauty lah kan?
or i wud like to think so...

at 10 pagi got msg from sumone special.
so ok lah... smile a bit and then continue to sleep lah kan. lol.

and then, a lil bit after that, bob called, saying the deloitte people gonna call me today after lunch time. he said, they want to interview via phone.
i freaked out! jumped out of bed.
and then ym meera chan to express my freakness(haha).
and then call dad, for his opinion and then clean the toilet (lol. all of a sudden.)

and then, mandi2...
and mum called...
"sya2, what's the password to the cctv?"
im like, "why?"

she was like, "apparently, myza's cat was stuck in between gate this morning, and she thinks i shut the gate door w/out looking at the gate 1st"

and im like "oookay? big deal kah?"
hahaha

well, i x remember the cctv password. and they kinda have to ask dad.
but they cant. coz if daddy finds out abt the whole incident.
habisla.. daddy luvs th cats muchy2.

not so much help from semenanjung huh? haha.
they finally figure out the password. and have a view at the frame. the funny thing was, when mummy reversed her car, th cat kinda sukahati jalan towards the gate, and put himself in between the gate. baka neko!
LOL.

end of entry. chaos pagi2.

ijyou syazita chotto presento deshita! matta ne~

Monday, March 31, 2008

Buenos diás { written on 3/31/2008 10:14:00 PM

what's up~

it's been a quite busy relax/busy weekend i suppose.
it was advanced taxation midterm on saturday. so the whole thursday and friday was filled with midterm prep kinda thing. after midterm, had sushi with meera chan at sushi king, to celebrate the last midterm for the sem. haha. any reason to celebrate, we'll take it.
bought cute black heels for internship. kinda great bargain! besh2.

then got back home, throw myself on bed.. and krohh krohh krohh... bayar tido. hehe
then, ikadewi (cousin) called, wanting to sleepover fr the weekend. jumped out of bed, kemas2 rumah (trust me, during test season, the condo condition aint pretty). pull out vacuum from it's box and kemas2 a lil bit la.

then ika called again, "sya2, im lost. how do i get to ur house again?"

did i tell u im bad at giving directions? o yea. im sooo bad at it. often, i got freaked out and tend to be like, erm erm erm, im not sure oso(even when i knw the route at the back of my head) i always failed at explaining it, ya know. kinda like, i cant imagine how the surroundings shud be, and which junction shud the other counterparts take. FAIL!~

but i did try la. and sumhow she can reach sunway pyramid. and we sumhow make up plan to watch movie that nite. so we did. rushed to sunway pyramid. met ika (while waiting fr me she bought celine dion las vegas concert dvd. and she's not a fan. haha. ). we watched 27 dresses. kinda cute la that movie. ~~but sorta predictable~~ .
oh btw, while watching the movie, a guy sitting behind me was soooo excited. seriously now, i have never met any guy that is THAT excited to watch a chick flick! that is extra weird.

so after the movie, both us had supper and got back home.
next day, had our lunch at kfc (been ahwhile since i ate there, anyway)
and then ika gotta rush back to shah alam.

so i gt back home, hoping to sleep more lah kan. dunno why so sleepy that day. and then got IM from this senior, asking if our group done wit ERP assignmnt.
i was like, no... lambat lagi kan?
and the kakak was like, due date this tuesday..

i freaked out, and call up udi, meera and farah out of panicness. haha.
and we all decide to discuss at my house.
meera n farah sleepover kt my place, udi have to blk cz she got sumth to do th next morning.

waduh2 saya hanya panic. it was then, when we were working on the assignment that we found out that the due date has extended. RELIEF... SAFE~

and then the next day, udi brought lunch... hehe..
ah, dunt have the strength to continue this post nemore.. HAHA (i know~)

jya, syazita presento deshita
matta ne~